"I didn’t say “I love you” to hear it back. I said it to make sure you knew."
My love <3
A few days late, but cheers to four of the happiest months of my life spent with my best friend. He brightens my world in ways that words couldn’t even begin to express. He’s funny, and sweet, and has such a positive, uplifting outlook on life. I’m in love with his fearlessness. He’s the most inspiring person I know. (I mean, hell, guys, he’s playing the fucking warped tour.) I am so proud of the incredible things he’s done and is doing with his life. He’s insanely talented, and the most beautiful person I’ve ever known. He has an amazing heart. I’m not sure where I’d be in life right now if our bands hadn’t been booked together at Millennium Music Conference. What an act of fate that we were put together at the same place at the same time, only to learn that we live a short train ride away from each other in the city. If it weren’t for that chance encounter, we’d be strangers. He is absolutely the best thing in my life.The past two days together were so perfect, my heart is so full. I love you so, so much baby, you are so perfect to me. <3
So this past Friday, Frankie and I took a major step… he met one of my best friends. This was his first time meeting anyone in my life, other than my parents, who he met once before we were together. We went to dinner, and he made an amazing impression. He and my friend Aidan has heard so much about each other already that didn’t even have to introduce them, they instantly started talking, and even hugged before we parted, and friended each other on Facebook. I value Aidan’s opinion so much, and he lovedddddd Frankie :) We are getting closer than ever. I love him so much. He is my whole world ❤
It amazes me every day how in sync we are. We may be seven years apart, but it feels like we aren’t even separated by a minute. So glad every day that I’ve found my best friend and the love of my life. I love you so much babylove.
"We live in an age where we feel guilt whenever we have to cut someone off but the reality is that some relationships do need to die, some people do need to be unfollowed and defriended. We aren’t meant to be this tethered to the people in our past. The Internet mandates that we don’t burn bridges and keep everyone around like relics but those expectations are unrealistic and unhealthy. Simply put, we don’t need to know what everyone else is up to. We’re allowed to be choosy about who we surround ourselves with online and in real life, even if it might hurt people’s feelings."
Randomly bursting into tears because you’re emotions are that strong is the strangest thing ever. It’s been constantly. I’ve never been this in love with anyone or anything in my life. When he’s here I feel more whole than I ever have in my life. It’s like he fills up my heart. I miss him before he even leaves, and I feel like horrifying emptiness the moment he’s gone. We spent half an hour trying to say goodbye yesterday morning. As soon as he walks out the door it feels like I can’t breathe, but at the same time I’m filled with this overwhelming happiness knowing that I have him in my life. He’s not only the love of my life, but my best friend. I can’t believe he’s mine. I’m so grateful each and every day for him and the pure bliss he’s brought into my life. <3
What is that super empty feeling you get when he kisses you goodbye in the early morning light when he leaving for work and you begin to miss him before he’s even gone?
That, that is love.
"You have to die a few times before you can really live."